ughhh - i was up until after 2 am last night working on my paper - then i wake up today to this miserable wet weather - look outside and see the shed doors are wide over in the pouring rain - si i have to get dressed and trudge thru the overly high grass due to the recent wet weather - and go all the way to the shed to close it & tie the handles shut so it stays that way - then as i get back to the porch my stepped wrong and my knee is bothering me now - so i go back to working on my paper - and read over what i wrong last night between 1 and 2 am - and see that i basically wrote the same paragraph 2 times but with different words - so i have to rewrite it - shortening my already short paper another 8 lines ughhhhhh - so now i am stuck i still cannot figure out what order to put this in - i have so much i want to include in the paper - i am just stuck on how i want to organize it - and i am supposed to go out to a casino tonight - for dinner and maybe hit a few tables - i am not sure if imma go or not - i really need to get this chapter done i am just so stuck on where to go with it - damn and now - i am still soo tired that i am rambling - maybe i should just take a nap and give up on the paper...