UGHHHHHH i hate weekends - and i really hate them in this house - i cannot wait to get to germany for this fall (puh-leeeeze let me make enough money to go) - living with my parents so i can afford to go back to school - is like trading my sanity for my education - i can't even get out of bed this morning before my father is in my room screaming and cursing at me because he cant figure out how to work his forking computer - like it is my fault that he goes on thier psycho cleaning binges and hides everything!!!! he friggen put the disks somewhere and can't find them so it is my fault!!! then i go to make friggen breakfast and the asshole put my seasoning which were on the lower shelf on the top shelf for no friggen reason i am 5 foot tall he knows that even with a friggen ladder i cant reach the high shelf - he is a spitefull asshole and he keeps doing these things to me on purpose - then he wonders why i refuse to cook anymore and he gets stuck eating soup and peanut butter sandwiches for a friggen week - and this weekend he can go to hell if he wants fresh food in the house - because i have to do this paper which every 4 minutes he finds some new excuse to come bug me - 10 minutes ago he walks down into my room to say "so how far have you gotten" my response was "not far enough" then 5 minutes ago he comes down to ask me what books i still need incase he goes to a book store this week - i have told him 4 times i dont need any books i have all the friggen books i need i just need him to leave me the frig alone so i can read them and write about them!!!!! if he is trying to read something god forbid anyone say aything to anyone in the same room as he is reading - yet if i am trying to read something he keeps talking to me - and if i tell him to stop talking to me - he will say "i am not talking to you i am just talking" well you are in my damn bedroom and there is no one else in the damn room then you are talking to me!!!! i finally got fed up again and reminded him that when my brother was doing his thesis he forbade anyone from contacting him for any reason - and that now that i am doing mine he won't leave me the hell alone - i asked him if he was trying to make me fail my thesis!?!?!?!?! because right now thats how i friggen feel!!!! UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
ok i am done - someone else can have the soapbox now...